help
hi i said i am not going to kill msyeself i prmise but its s o hard and i hate this life! whyd did god put me with a family who hates me like genuiely what did i do hwhat am i SUPPOSED to do i want out of here.
why didn;t my mom get a fucking abortion if she wsa judt goign to hate me i cant gfo h thid!! trying so hard not to relaspe but i jstu want to feel better ims o tired of beig sad. idont know what to do/. imam all soggy and gross cries sighs cries sighs. my mom knew what she was signing up for when she got pregant i dont know why she is surprised when she PASSED ALL HER ISSUES ONTO ME so of course i am BOUND TO HAVE FEELINGS that she doesnt kNOW HWO TO HANDLE.!!!
she says "oh i have severe anxiety" adn then when i am anxious she is like YOU ARE SO FUCKING RUDE ARE YOU STUPDI and i wish she lovec me all thetime instead of only when she is in a good mood cries creisc riresc ris cries cries. imremembe r one time she kissed me on the cheek
breakdown over